Hey, it's me, Zora (Scapy for the old ones). Since I'm back here, the very few people who remember me deserve an explanation of what happened. The reason I had so many different accounts after this one. All the answers are here.

First of all, back in 2017, I used to have a Youtube channel where I wanted to upload more and more. I opened the channel in 2016, and since that day, I started talking to a lot of mutuals I made back in the time. The problem here is that my parents are really possessive and overprotective with me. I don't know how, but my mother managed to get my PC's password and found all my conversations with my internet friends and mutuals. By myself I didn't had any problem because I was talking to people around my age (I was 13 that year) and I was very careful before accepting someone on my Skype (whoah, it's been a long time). But my parents, oh boy... They took it as if I made the worst crime ever. They obviously grounded me, and took away my PC. But the worst part is that they forced me to delete my social media including YouTube and DeviantArt. At the end I didn't shut down this acc because I couldn't let go the repository of my art pieces. The reason I had internet friends was not only the fact that I liked to interact with people online, the thing is that in school, things were... difficult. My parents never understood how awful I felt going to school, to hear people's horrible comments. It was common to hear "I hope you kill yourself someday", and "you're worthless" kind of comments from my classmates and how a few times I arrived home really hurt both physical and psychologically speaking. But nevermind, I stood strong I don't know how.

In my 13 year old mind I was fully broken, I wanted to start again somehow, but I stopped enjoying drawing for a whole year, I started to deal with serious mental health problems until I got 16 years old kinda. I did make a lot of if accounts, but I always abandoned them somehow because I wasn't feeling totally happy with the way I was working.

But that's over, I'm a new person now. My parents are not an obstacle for me, they gotta learn I'm not their property and I understand they were worried somehow about me, and because they're my parents they gotta protect me. But there's a million better ways they could deal with the situation. In the first instance, I couldn't trust them because of a lot of experiences in the past with them. Second, it's not okay in any sense someone, even your parents, invades your privacy in such a radical way like my mom did.

But don't worry, I'm much better now, I'm happy, I'm excited to be here again. And hope you like the change. Once again, I love you all.

And my name's Zora !